Where Am I? Where am I?
You often wonder You speak my name like it comes from under You think you killed me, you think me dead! Too bad for you!
You had already fled Before they found me! I was saved From everything you were, everything you craved You had whisked me away, onto the clouds But I couldn't see through your lucid shrouds You stole me away, with promises of love And vows that you'd show me above My life here, my fate sealed in stone But you never said you'd leave me alone!
Your words made me tender, your words stuck me deep I can't believe you were really a creep! You snuck me away into the darkened room Chuckling at how you knew it would soon be my doom It was there in the shadows you took from me What no innocent girl should have to see Your heart cold, your fingers chilling You was not one new to this thing called killing You caressed me, your lips even colder And as the moments moved on you grew even bolder!
Laughing with evil, hellish, disturbing delight The day disappeared into the long night More and more touches, but then you grew weary And as you urged on you became more merry A toy for your pleasure, I was ready, you assumed As you touched me again, my body had bloomed Since you saw me last, we had both much so changed And our feelings for each other were very much ranged!
It was not for you! I had so long saved You told me it'd feel good if I just behaved My struggles and whimpers came to a halt As you thrust in and pulled out of my sacred vault I swore for revenge, I longed for retribution But I would never find such a pleasant solution Warmth pulsed through me, shattering my soul Into thousands of pieces! Was that your goal? Finally done with me, you peeled your skin from mine Leaving me alone in this forgotten shrine Quickly you moved throughout your escape Your cool demeanor a billowing cape To hide your work in the dark Where I lay, my life barely a spark To convey my messages to thee My life a mere speck on your killing spree And terrible pain, I did face As my existence did erase My utter agony, faded away As the night slipped into day The flashing lights, the cries of cars They couldn't clear away the hidden scars So fearful was I and my family too They thought they understood, they thought they knew But none of them could see deep down I wished I had died there, I wished I had drown In your kisses and touches, and just ended it then So I didn't have to live now, remembering it again!
And the kind, kind lady, changed my name And stowed me away as if it was some twisted game My life was reborn, the night was now gone Brought with my new life was a brand new dawn I saw you again, who had thought me dead My hair was now dyed, my eyes filled with dread I could simply watch, with watery eyes Through your mischievous twinkles filled with lies As you swayed another, with your charm And she had no feelings of alarm!
Too trusting was she, her heart so clear As I watched I shed one tear. ---------- This is my first time trying sexual poetry.
Please feel free to leave any constructive comments, they would be greatly appreciated. A basic summary if you didn't get it: Someone is tricked by and old friend they think loves them.
She is lured into a a bedroom, and she gets raped for hours before the person decides to leave them - barely alive. Somehow they're found before they die. They make a recovery.
Then they're put into a witness protection program, (or they change their name, life, and looks) to keep from ever being found by their rapist again. Then one day she sees him flirting with some other girl, and cries because she knows what he's planning.